goodbye for now.

so guys, im gonna stop blogging for a while. i dont know if im gonna delete it completely after that or start blogging again ..im not sure yet but whatever haha. 

anyways thanks for reading and stuff :)

it's a bow!

my face looked horrible from that angle haha

saw that today and thought it was really cute so i tried it haha gotta improve it a little but it was the first time so it worked pretty good i'd say ;D

had no school today, just an doctors appt this afternoon. but school tomorrow so just watching tv for a while and then i'm off to bed. 

sweet dreams ;)

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Distance isn't for the fearful, it's for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough.

..you dont even know how much i miss you right now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNfaE_mTczM

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vivis yesterday was fuuun :) ..but black swan is still the weirdest movie ive ever seen, it makes me feel like really uncomfortable hahah yeah i dont  know. i dont like that movie, weirdweirdweird.

stupid dumb ass stupid shit dumb stupid shit day.

niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight :/

guess how much i love you..

Little Nutbrown Hare who was going to bed, held on tight to Big Nutbrown Hare's very long ears.

He wanted to be sure that Big Nutbrown Hare was listening.

"Guess how much I love you", he said.

"Oh, I don't think I could guess that," said Big Nutbrown Hare.

"This much," said Little Nutbrown Hare, stretching out his arms as wide as they could go.

Big Nutbrown Hare had even longer arms. "But I love you this much," he said.  Hmm, that is a lot, thought Little Nutbrown hare.

"I love you as high as I can reach," said Little Nutbrown Hare.

"I love you as high as I can reach," said Big Nutbrown Hare.  That is very high, though Little Nutbrown Hare.  I wish I had arms like that.

Then Little Nutbrown Hare had a good idea.  He tumbled upside down and reached up the tree trunk with his feet.  "I love you all the way up to my toes" he said.

"And I love you all the way up to your toes." said Big Nutbrown Hare, swinging him up over his head.

"I love you as high as I can hop!" laughed Little Nutbrown Hare, bouncing up and down.

"But I love you as high as I can hop," smiled Big Nutbrown Hare - and he hopped so high that his ears touched the branches above.

Thats good hopping, thought Little Nutbrown Hare.  I wish I could hop like that.

"I love you all the way down the lane as far as the river," cried Little Nutbrown Hare.

"I love you across the river and over the hills," said Big Nutbrown Hare.

That's ver far, thought Little Nutbrown Hare.  He was almost too sleepy to think anymore.

Then he looked beyond the thornbushes, out into the big dark night.  Nothing could be farther than the sky.

"I love you right up to the moon," he said, and closed his eyes.

"Oh, that's far," said Big Nutbrown Hare.  "That is very, very far."  Big Nutbrown Hare settled Little Nutbrown Hare into his bed of leaves.

He leaned over and kissed him good night.

Then he lay down close by and whispered with a smile, "I love you right up to the moon - and back."

hahaha so cute :D
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sooo glad its friday. have a good weekend, everybody :)

im sorry but i really haaaaaaaate spanish! but at least i did my homework for once, it took forever tho. haha oh well its done now. 

so glad its friday tomorrow, i need a weekend haha and im lucky and its a four day weekend! :D gonna go to vivis saturday and stay over night there, then dinner at my grandmas sunday and hopefully gonna go out with my girls monday night. 

3 weeks until my birthday, yaaaaay haha :)

i only miss you when i'm breathing.

41 people visited my blog yesterday! thats awesome haha, thanks guys! :D keep on reading ;)

school kinda sucked today, gotta analyse or interpret or whatever a diary entry from columbus in fricken spanish! i dont even understand the text haha gotta have that till friday soo cant wait for tomorrow afternoon when i have to write that beast.. and have to re-do a summary (in spanish also) cause he thinks everybody copied from everybody. eeh yeah gotta write that til next tuesday. grr i HATE spanish class haha.

time for desperate housewives and new girl in a bit  ..and of course cuddle with my two new cuddle buddies:

sooo cute haha :)

 good night, world

happy valentine's day ;)

hope you all enjoy your day with your loved ones ;)
had to drive after school today and when i got home i had the cutest package waiting for me haha :)
time for the new season of two and a half men now and bed time after that. good night!

distance taught me how to love someone stronger.

so i'm pretty sure i'll be back in wisconsin during the summer :) ..nothing is really set right now, but i'm 95% sure it will work haha let's hope so. 

i'm so lucky to have a family that supports me and helps me to reach my goals and makes my dreams come true. thank you so much!

never give up on something you really want. it's difficult to wait but it's even harder to regret.

watched movies today, enjoyed the sun for a while and layed in bed the rest of the day haha. driving tomorrow with my dad and then second semester starts monday, yaaay not. i really gotta get my grades up haha. 

hope everybody has a good weekend! :)

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stupid dumb ass shitty day today ._. not only did i have to come back for 8th and 9th hour today for a stupid presentation on how i quote right (..eeeeeeh.) but i sucked at driving today too. had to drive on the autobahn for the first time.. oooooh gosh that didnt go so well.

but at least its friday tomorrow. getting report cards and the first semester is finally over. 

aand after school vivi and i gonna go out for lunch and going to the movies to see 'the vow', oh im excited! :D

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watched the most boring movie ever in german class today haha and gonna watch the rest of it the first 2 hours tomorrow but after that just got one hour of history, then i gotta drive for 1 1/2 hours and after that i pretty much have like the whole day off haha this is soo nice :)

take care.

i'm still laughing so hard every time i see this hahaha so great. 

had the last two hours off today that was preee nice, only got 3 hours of school thursday and friday and maybe even get the last 2 hours off tomorrow :)

watched 'pearl harbor' in english class today, had a spanish test and i forgot to study for that sooo thats probably gonna be a f.. oh weeeell haha. 

watching cheerleading videos ..oh i should really start to at least work out again haha.

have a good tuesday my lovely readers.

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dont let me fall.

vivi came over after school for a while :) and thats about all i did today haha but it was kinda a long day and im tiiiiiiiired. good night, germany & have a good day, america.

i think this weekend has been the most boring of my life.. jeez i didnt do anything at all haha. now i'm gonna give up my sleep tonight and watch the super bowl for a while! :D it starts here at midnight, oh i'll be soo tired tomorrow haha. 

it's still freezing out, i believe it's like -4 in fahrenheit. i don't wanna leave the house till it gets nice and warm out hah. i wish spring would get here already. 

i hope you all had a good weekend :)

The only people you need in your life, are the people that need you in theirs

just some tumblr quotes.. blaah.

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today sucks. end of story. but hope you all have a good weekend :)