:)

went to see a movie with dad and andrew tonight and now just enjoying the last night of 2011. 

seriously this was the BEST! YEAR! EVER! (:

(..again.)

all from: http://sometimes-just-sometimes.tumblr.com

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ice skating later! (: 

home, sweet home.

hello my loves :)

christmas is over, my jet lag is finally gone and i've seen the most important people again (except michael :( but i better see him very soon! :D) and my head is finally here too haha. it felt kinda unreal to be back at first but now i'm just soo happy :D 

the flight here was alright, i watched movies on the way to chicago and trying not to throw up on the way to green bay haha cause we went right through a snow storm. that flight was delayed for 40 mins and changed the gate so i had to run aaaaaaaaaall the way to the other side of the terminal haha.

hope everybody had a good christmas and enjoy the rest of your vacation!

:)

ONE! MORE! DAY! :)

did my nails, suitcase is completely finished now, room is clean and im ready to leave haha :) getting up at 5 am tomorrow and were leaving for the airport at 6ish. my flight is at 12.15 and ill be in chicago at 2.30pm their time. flight to green bay is at 4.40pm and im in green bay at 5.30 :)

i hope that i can sleep at least like 5 hours tonight but i doubt it haha i'm too excited. got nice presents from my girls today, thanks again :) now time for some zumbaaaaaaaa hahah. enjoy your day! :)

2 days!

tomorrow will probably be the longest day of my life, uuugh haha. but going out to eat with my lovely ladies tomorrow too :) 

oooh im exciteeeeed! :D

3 more days! (:

oh yeaaah :D ..just one more "real" day of school. so dear snow please stay away till friday afternoon and can my airline please stop changing my times so i dont have to run through the whole chicago airport? i would really appreciate that, thanks haha. 

and neeeeeeeeeeeew design just cause i felt like it :p

breathe carolina- waiting

Waiting for you love,

Waiting to feel you love,

Waiting for you

We don't have to fall in love, in love, in love

We don't have to feel to touch, to touch, to touch

We can do it for the rush, the rush, the rush

I'm waiting for you

went to school for only 1 class today! haha just awesome :) so i was home at 12.20 (left for school at 8:30) and had a looot of time. i finished packing and did zumba for about 2 hours, i was so exhausted after that haha. just 2 more real school days cause just have one class on thursday too! what an amazing week :D

5 days! :D

yayayayayayayayay! 

somebody wanna pack my suitcase for me?

have a good day everybody :)

♥

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.
- the notebook

oh almost missed the 'only 6 more days' haha so no time for a picture right now. family is coming over tomorrow cause were gonna celebrate christmas early this year haha. gonna sleep pretty soon, good night.

ONE MORE WEEK :)

went out to eat with my ladies tonight :) i just froze my butt off while we were waiting for the bus cause it started snowing today.. gonna start packing tomorrow! gosh, SOO excited :D

hope everyone has a good weekend :p

8 days! :)

yeah blah. got a headache, went to school for just 2 classes but had to stay there all 9 periods so they can tell me how to write a paper. eeeeh thanks, i know how to do that but whatever. cleaned my closet today haha oh god that was alot of work. it looked horrible tho and now it looks pretty good ;p

have a good day everybody!

i left america exactly 6 months ago! woaaaah :o 

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pixie lott- without you <33

international love.

9! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :D

had to drive today for 2 hours, now gotta do my history homework and then watching 'how i met your mother' allllll night :p 

10 days my loves! (:

christmas shopping is done, got my hair done, exams are done. america, i'm soo ready! cant wait to start packing on saturday, ooooohmygod i'm so incredibly happy and excited! :D

..you abominable twat. 

                        HAH! i should watch easy a again.

math exam sucked today, couldve told you that one. buuut only 16 more days! thank you, jesus. i'm so done with this..

made a tumblr cause i'm cool like that haha :D 

http://janaderer.tumblr.com

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one step closer.

today was alright, except its raining the whoooole day. i dont like rain when i have to go somewhere hah. i should study for my math exam tomorrow tho, sooo have a good day everybody ;)

2 more weeks + 2 days, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH :D

..i should really go christmas shopping ^

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gotta drive tomorrow after school and thats just really great cause it started snowing today. but whatever i guess haha. had a biology exam today ..oooooooooh that didnt go to well haha.

good night world.

you feel so right.

19 more days, thank god! probably the hardest 6 months of my life haha. weekend was good, now just studying for tomorrow. 

hope everybody had a good weekend! :)

slept over at vivis last night, it was fun even tho i passed out at like 9 already cause i was soooo tired haha :)

gotta study for my biology exam on monday and math on wednesday, yaay me.

20 more days! every time i think about finally being able to hug you again after 6 months i could start crying cause im so happy :D

If you ever leave me, baby, 
Leave some morphine at my door 
'Cause it would take a whole lot of medication 
To realize what we used to have, 
We don't have it anymore. 

Cause there'll be no sunlight 
If I lose you, baby 
There'll be no clear skies 
If I lose you, baby 
Just like the clouds 
My eyes will do the same if you walk away 
Everyday, it'll rain, rain, rain 

everything will work out how it's meant to and don't ever let anyone determine your happiness.

"'tis said of love that it sometimes goes, sometimes flies; runs with one, walks gravely with another; turns a third into ice, and sets a fourth in a flame; it wounds one, another it kills; like lightning it begins and ends in the same moment; it makes that fort yield at night which it besieged but in the morning; for there is no force able to resist it." -miguel de cervantes

i knew it would be hard.

ate pizza in german class today, tht was pretty cool actually haha but other than tht it was just homework, reading books for german and english class and some more homework, fuuuuun day. im tired and im sad and im crying. just gonna go to bed.

i just want that too, but it seems like its never gonna happen ._.

you couldn't see that you were losing me.

i dont want us to end.

Oh I know that I am here
And you are there but we still have our love
We move just like the moon and sun
The sun comes up the moon rolls down
A world apart but they don't make a sound
They know their love spins us round

I've been to heaven I've been to hell
I've been to Vegas and god knows where
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever know

Oh I've got my car and my guitar
A couple pills a couple scars
But I made a wish on a lonesome star
Star oh star you shine so bright
Won't you grant me one small wish tonight
That I wont die on this destructive path of mine

I've been to heaven I've been to hell
I've been to Vegas and god knows where
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever know
Than you will know
Dear I love you more than you will ever know

it hurts.

went to vivis after school, had drivers ed. gotta drive tomorrow at 4.30, gonna be dark out already thts great but whatever. a- in english, yaay. exams start next week monday again, gonna be stressed out til christmas break again, just awesome..

sadly i'll never be good enough to be yours.

"no measure of time with you will be long enough. but we'll start with forever."

blaaah i dont know. just one of those days.. 

gonna watch breaking dawn tomorrow with vivi, jacky and franzi :) caaaaaaaaaaant wait!

happy thanksgiving, america (:

had to drive after school today and had drivers ed tonight too. it was pretty lame haha but whatever. just 5 hours of school tomorrow and then partying it up with my ladies later! :D
hope everybody has a good thanksgiving.

someone like you.