can't you see you're the one i need?

last day of school this week! :) ..i'm kinda bored right now, well more like reaaaaaaally bored actually. i need my tv back in my room i think haha. can't wait for next friday.. idk what i'm doing this weekend now, but hopefully i find something to do. it's just 10 o'clock.. jeez i feel like i'm gonna pass out pretty soon even tho i took i nap and slept for like an hour haha. it feels soooo long, but it's just been 2 weeks.. i feel like i've been gone for at least 2 months. why does time pass by so quickly when you never want anything to change and when you can't wait for something it goes by so slowly?

i know it feels like forever, i guess that's just the price i gotta pay.

didn't sleep very good, was too hot, thought too much, and then it rained really hard, so that was a little loud and woke me up. went to lüdenscheid with jacky, bought vivis birthday present, it was really nice, had a good day with you :)  ..and well then i had to walk home in the rain and got soooooo wet. gonna do my nails i think, nah probably not i'm too lazy tonight. i just wanna sleep, gonna go to bed pretty soon, don't have anything better to do anyway.. i feel like crying, so that is gonna happen pretty soon i think, nice. fck this night.

if you're going out with someone new i'm going out with someone too i won't feel sorry for me, i'm getting drunk but i'd much rather be somewhere with you ♥.

thanks jack for showing me this song, i'm in love i think haha (just click on the title ;p)

i got sun burnt today, really nice ..not haha. but oh well. it was soooooooo hot today, i pretty much melted :D after school i went to vivis right away and we were so tired so we took a blanket, went in their garden and took a 2 hour nap :p ..that was much needed haha. no school for this girl tomorrow, i'm gonna go shopping with jacky! :) 
i think i'm gonna start crying pretty soon, but blaah whatever.
..9 hours of school thursday, no school friday. i need to make plans for the weekend, dont really wanna be bored the whole time. i'm not really tired now, maybe slept a little too long this afternoon haha at least i can sleep longer tomorrow so that should be fine then.
caaaaaaaaan't wait till july 8, gonna party it up with my ladies ;)

good night germany, good afternoon america :p

don't let me go.

first day back in school, was ..interesting i'd say haha. it was sooo hot today, wasn't even funny and then it's gonna be even hotter tomorrow ._. but at least not really school and then maybe hang out with vivi & wednesday with jack :) ..then gonna have 9 hours of school on wednesday and no school friday, pretty sweet week haha. gonna shower soon and then talk my hot american friend for a bit :p

i'm sorry i'm not the way you want me to be.

i'm really sorry how this weekend went and don't need something like this again..

i'm packing my stuff for school tomorrow, kinda nervous hahaha. don't really wanna go, but i guess i really should. so that means it's bed time for me in like 2 hours and then getting up at 5.20, whaaaaat a joy haha. i have a headache and its kind of way to warm, we had 26° celsius today and just 10° yesterday, tht sucks, and it's gonna be even warmer tomorrow. well better than rain, i shouldnt complain haha. i'm gonna go and clean my room in a bit and then just do nothing and then sleep haha. gooooooooood night.

home is where you are.

got a new media card for my phone today, so i can finally upload pictures and stuff. did a little shopping with my brother, dad & his wife, too. i think i'm getting a cold, that's always nice haa. i would like to go home, but yeah ..not so sure where that is.. haha. i'm just gonna go to bed early, sleep long tomorrow and then go home at 6, then can go to bed earlier again and then get up at 5.20, ugh can't wait hahaha, that's just way too early.

have fun at your grad party (: ..wish i could be there, miss you.

i'm always the bad one.

yeaah, today was just one of those stupid days and sucked ..aloooooot, but alright. i'm done for today, just wanna go to bed and sleep and then tomorrow will hopefully be better.. went shopping with dad & his wife, got a new plan for my phone and new number and finally facebook for my phone too haa. i dont kow what i'm doing tomorrow, probably nothing. sooo gonna be just fun ..NOT haha. kinda looking forward to go to school and see  them all again, but one day and i'll have enough haha, oh well.

tell the world i'm coming home.

december 23rd- january 6th back in coleman (: ..i'm sooooooooooooooooo excited! can't wait to see all my beautiful friends again haha :p ..soooo you better all have time for me, but i'll be probably coming to school one day too. aah can't wait to hug my cody again haha, not gonna let go for like 5 days ;p

you're better than the best.

almost good morning america! vivi will be here any minute to pick me up and then we're going to their new house and help a little cause they're moving. tonight my dad is gonna pick me up and i'm staying there for the weekend, but maybe coming back earlier to do something with my ladies (: i will be booking the flight tonight and theeeeeeeeen i can see all your pretty faces in 6 months again already! i'm exciiiiiiiiiiiited *.*  ..i'll post the exact dates of my flight later and i gotta go now. have a good day, i miss you!

so how come when i reach out my fingers there's more than just a distance between us?

i was at vivis today, was so nice to just talk and talk and talk :p ..now im just watching some stupid german movie and waiting for cody and our "skypedate" haha. not gonna go to school tomorrow like i planned too, but i'll just go monday. nothing special planned for tomorrow, just gonna finish unpack and maybe finally really moving in haha. gonna be with vivi thursday again :) ..and then going to my dads. idk what were gonna do there, sooooo i'll see. i really dont feel good right now, im too hot, then i push my blanket away and i get too cold. and my tummy hurts alot. oh well, gonna go to bed pretty soon anyway, should be better tomorrow then hopefully.. good night, germany.


I feel it's been so; perfect all around like a rainbow. 
Could never let go, 
Cause its never felt this strong 
Like we belong 
It's been too long, oh yeah 
It's never been this strong 
Right or wrong 
We belong 

Seeing your smile, when I think about you 
What in the world could come closer to. 
I said the things I've been meaning to say, 
Cause I Know I'm really not afraid. 
I think about everything that we do, 
Cause I know my heart is addicted to you.  
I know my heart is addicted to you, 
And I can't help feeling this way.

you're the one for me and i'm the one for you, you take the both of us and we're the perfect two.

i think i'm "homesick" haha.. i really miss you guys :'(

i miss my amy.
i miss my ashley.
i miss my emma.
i miss my michael.
i miss my lindsay.
i miss my kenzie.
i miss my kym.
i miss my ashly.
i miss my lacy.
i miss my dad.
i miss my mom.
i miss my andrew.
i miss pretzel m&m's.
i miss mountain dew.
i miss monster.
i miss american eagle.
i miss victoria's secret.
i miss american cars.
i miss american movies/tv.
i miss being able to text as much as i want.
i miss american people.
i miss american high school.
i miss american lifestyle.
i miss america & everything that made this year amazing.
..and i miss my cody so much.

i was at my dads until today, went shopping in oberhausen and bought some stuff for italy in 4 weeks. i'm looking forward to that but.. i don't know, i wish i could come back home..

you make me the happiest girl in the world.

it was sooooooooooooooooooooo nice to "see" you again :) jeez, i miss you. 

i'm at my dads for the night and gonna see my grandparents tomorrow again after 10 months. kiiiiiinda excited :D

so hopefully coming back at christmas, cross your fingers! 

i would give so much to see you for just a second.

little welcome back party (:  ..but missing kim, judith, julia & lukas. it was fun, thanks guys.

I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him
And I know every word that you say, yay
You smile and say how are you
I say just fine
I always forget to tell you, I love you, I love you ... forever.

why does the whole world remind me of you?

it's 4 in the morning aaaand i'm not tired at all. well i got home today after starting from green bay with a 2 hour delay, missed my connection in chicago to frankfurt, was then supposed to go over london, but dudes at the airport don't know what they're doing either, so i missed that one too. so i went to warsaw, no offense but i do not like that language, annoying as hell. had to wait in warsaw for 3 hours cause my final flight to frankfurt was delayed an hour for no reason.
somebody should have told me that it's gonna be SOOOOO hard to say good bye.. it was one of the worst things i've ever done. i miss you guys so much already, somebody come here and bring me back!

i wanna go baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!

last days in germany.

vivi & jack (:  ..last coffee at coffeeshop company for a long time.

amazing cake + surprise going-away party (:

vivi finishing the cake.



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first days in america.

home for the next 10 months.



the barn :p




tracy training andrews calf for the fair.




andrew and his calf.



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first american football game. packers vs. colts                                                                                               

"my dad" & me

lambeau field atrium

"GO! PACK! GO!" ..we won, of course (:

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eva, exchange student from austria

"mom"

andrew :D
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first coleman high school football game (:                                                                                                  

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wildlife sanctuary, green bay                                                                                                                      

chipmunk :D

"mom & dad" <3
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first girls night with amy, kenzie & kym :p                                                                                                                            
                                                            

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lake michigan

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andrews birthday                                                                                                                 

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madison                                                                                                                                            

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chicago!

kathie and me

all exchange students that went.

                 

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cheer, baby!                                                                                                                                            

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depths of forever, prom 2011 (:                                                                                                              

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last weeks in america.                                                                                                                                  

amita :p

lacy :)

emma <3

last school day for seniors. brandon & cody.

graduation.

amy :)

stephanie :)

michael :)

cody <3