i knew it would be hard.

ate pizza in german class today, tht was pretty cool actually haha but other than tht it was just homework, reading books for german and english class and some more homework, fuuuuun day. im tired and im sad and im crying. just gonna go to bed.

i just want that too, but it seems like its never gonna happen ._.

you couldn't see that you were losing me.

i dont want us to end.

Oh I know that I am here
And you are there but we still have our love
We move just like the moon and sun
The sun comes up the moon rolls down
A world apart but they don't make a sound
They know their love spins us round

I've been to heaven I've been to hell
I've been to Vegas and god knows where
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever know

Oh I've got my car and my guitar
A couple pills a couple scars
But I made a wish on a lonesome star
Star oh star you shine so bright
Won't you grant me one small wish tonight
That I wont die on this destructive path of mine

I've been to heaven I've been to hell
I've been to Vegas and god knows where
But nothing feels like home like you babe
I love you more than you will ever know
Than you will know
Dear I love you more than you will ever know

it hurts.

went to vivis after school, had drivers ed. gotta drive tomorrow at 4.30, gonna be dark out already thts great but whatever. a- in english, yaay. exams start next week monday again, gonna be stressed out til christmas break again, just awesome..

sadly i'll never be good enough to be yours.

"no measure of time with you will be long enough. but we'll start with forever."

blaaah i dont know. just one of those days.. 

gonna watch breaking dawn tomorrow with vivi, jacky and franzi :) caaaaaaaaaaant wait!

happy thanksgiving, america (:

had to drive after school today and had drivers ed tonight too. it was pretty lame haha but whatever. just 5 hours of school tomorrow and then partying it up with my ladies later! :D
hope everybody has a good thanksgiving.

someone like you.

you light up my world.

had drivers ed today and hung out with vivi before :) got my german test back today ..c+  oh well i guess haha. but my teacher just gave me 10 more points cause she counted wrong HAH :)

..mhm. good night world.

even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you.

..now please? im so sick of crying :(

eeh yeah.. lunch with the family was good, now just chillin in bed and watching disney movies.

..just one more month.

the end is near.

im feeling empty, theres like nothing there today, so just gonna be a very short post.
hung out with jacky and franzi today, had a good day. thanks :) gonna go out to eat with the family tomorrow cause i wont be there at christmas and its my grandmas and grandpas anniversary. and yeah thats about it. hope youre all having a good day and good luck to all the hunters ;)

how do you know that its love?

blaahblaaaaaahblaaaaaaaaaah. thank god school is done.. even tho i have to get up at 7.30 tomorrow morning cause i gotta drive at 9, oh well. have a good weekend everybody.

happy birthday, dad :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zZ7DuBf6j8k&feature=related  .. kinda just love that song a little bit.

my ipod wont work anymore.. and idk why but its making me mad. stayed home today cause i had the first two hours off, history third hour but then no classes till 8th hour and im not gonna wait 5 hours for math hah.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, "american dad"! :D hope you enjoy your day, but im sure you will. love and miss you. :)

if its meant to be, it will be.

i. can. not. stop. coughing. ugh. 

im tired and well still sick, soo its bedtime for me in like an hour or so. 

hope everybody is having a good day :)

from: theboyswho.tumblr.com ..pretty cute blog hah.

good things come to those who wait.

you know who you are ;)

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ooold haha.

stayed in bed pretty much all day, watched movies and took medicine to make this stupid cold go away

you complete me.

 the quality kinda sucks but whatever, last night was soooo good! love you :)

i had to drive this morning for the first time and it wasnt as bad as i thought haha. it was pretty fun actually. have a good weekend everybody! :)

everybody wants to love, everybody wants to be loved.

stayed home today cause i was sick, just had to go and get a massage ;) but going back to school tomorrow and then vivis coming over after and then we have stuuuupid drivers ed haha. 

good night.

:'(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFDCHdKbKBY&feature=related  its older but still sooooooooooooooooo good!

got a b in spanish, yes baby! :)

 im still sick, and nothing interesting happens over here.

46 days.

got a c- in math, oh my god never been so happy bout a c- before haha. i feel a little better, so thats good i guess. just gonna watch tv and then going to bed early, hopefully ill fall asleep earlier tonight. layed awake till like 1 last night, kinda sucked but at least i got to sleep 2 hours longer today. hope your day is going good. good night.

do you still love me?

my tummy hurts and im sick. i wanna sleep. cried pretty much the whole day, im gonna look just amazing tomorrow haha. im tiiiiiiiiiiiiiired. good night everybody.

you know i love you so.

got a new tv today! thank you, mommy :)

starting school on monday again, i dont want to :( haha. went out with vivi and jacky last night, watched movies today and did something with vivi tonight. now time to watch easy a (just looooooooooooooooooove that movie and havent watched it in so long haha) and cuddle up in bed. my mom got me sick, so ill probably go to bed early. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4Y-c2iHDkY  new love ;) quality kinda sucks but thats youtube in germany for ya.

a 'be happy' post ;)

..cause i'm not.

do you realize what you got?

halloween at jackys last night was fun :) we watched paranormal activity 1 & 2 and you can say what you want, we all got scared haha. i went to my dads today ..aaaaaand got a new laptop! thanks again :) im really tired so im just gonna go to bed pretty soon. hope youre having a good day. good night and sweet dreams everyone.