all that i need is you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBZP6E7Lwto&feature=BFa&list=FLEL1tl6thCgATOobnqurj0A&lf=mh_lolz

:) ♥

driving today kinda sucked. my grades kinda suck too ..i skipped a year and at least i'm still passing but i really could do better haha so i'll work on that next semester.

shower, study, sleep. good night loves.

i want to be your idea of beautiful.

snowboarding, easter 2010

dress up days, summer 2010

italy, summer 2009

berlin, fall 2009

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started my 12 page paper for history on the civil rights movement in the us. oh what a joy it already is .. pfff.

haha but i should probably finish the first page today, soo enjoy your sunday :)

successful day? i'm thinking so :)

went shopping with vivi in dortmnd today, it was reaaaally fun but i'm exhausted haha.

now time for some tea and movies, have a good weekend everybody! 

holding out for a hero.

soo ive been doing a lot of thinking today and yesterday, this is gonna be kinda weird haha okay. im not sure if you guys are gonna understand what im trying to say but whatever. i just feel like my two worlds dont seem to fit together very well anymore. i cant really find the right words to explain this but i pretty much live in the future where i can be who i wanna be again and be with the one i wanna be with and i just hope that this 1 1/2 years go by fast. but on the other hand im just soo fricken scared to leave everyone and stuff. 

there are days when everything is fine and then there are some days that im just scared we arent gonna work out and oooh its just not a good day today haha i feel like im not doing anything right and i dont know, i feel wrong. 

watched 'footlose' on the plane back to germany and just love this song. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5wHwwHuuLuM&feature=bf_prev&list=LLEL1tl6thCgATOobnqurj0A&lf=mh_lolz

good night.

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever.

laying in bed, sick and watching the notebook. gonna bawl my eyes out like always haha. this weekend kinda sucked, ive been crying on and off all day, did some homework and yeah ..such a great way to spent a sunday. 

oh and i dyed my hair today ..i shouldnt have done that, doesnt look how i wanted it to, awesomeee.

what a great FUCKING day. 

i'd rather see you happy even if i'm not.

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eeh, i feel just great haha. im getting sick, my voice is gone and my throat hurts really bad. 

 and last night was ..interesting, i'd say haha. 

time for bed pretty soon, so so so so tired. good night everybody, hope youre having a good weekend.

distance is never an issue as long as there is commitment.

what am i supposed to do when my heart's in two places?

today is just one of those days and it just started.. i wish i could turn the time back and it would be last january, i miss it a lot.. im home for over a week now and it feels like so much longer. i hope i can come back very soon.

skyped with cody for almost 5 hours last night, felt so good to "see" him again :)

you feel so right.

..i dont care if anyone says we wont make it or this pain isnt worth it.

 i know we will make it, its more than worth it. 

i wish it was the friday 3 weeks ago.. being without you is really starting to hurt a lot more every day. 

buuuuut on the bright side, its friday oh no saturday already, jeez haha. vivi came over thursday and well yesterday but we were so tired that we fell asleep watching coco chanel haha. gotta go to my grandmas birthday dinner tonight and just doing nothing on sunday.

enjoy your weekend.

Sometimes I miss you so much, I just want to rip you out of my dreams and hug you.

history and german exams are done, got my spanish and math exams back: b on both :) 

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i wish i could be with you..

hello, jet lag.

oh i miss you so much already..

thank you for these amazing two weeks! they were the best ever :)

flight was alright, we had turbulences over england what kinda reaaaaally sucked and i thought im gonna throw up haha but arrived in düsseldorf 40 minutes early. im sooooooo tired, bed time for me pretty soon. 

have a good weekend everybody ;)